Sometimes, the hardest decisions to make

are the ones you know are best.

For You.

Your Happiness

Your Soul.

But it hurts just the same.

You ask yourself

a million questions.

And never get the same answer.

And at the end of the answers you DO get,

there comes the....but what if?

What if I did this?

What if I tried that?

Is it really all that bad?

Depending on the day, of course.

When in your heart you know.

You know there will be pain.

You know there will be heart-breaking

sadness.

Just looking around the room.

The chairs.

The quiet.

No, not just quiet:

Silence.

That deafening silence.

My ears and head throb

from lack of sound.

A voice.

The pain will diminish in time.

Just hold me and say

everything will be alright.

Let me lean on you.